Wednesday, June 27, 2012



just maybe...I have found my IPs.


I don't want to jinx anything. But I have to think that this might be it.

I hope so. I really want to help this couple. They seem great.

They live in Mexico...crazy I know. But they are very sweet. They don't speak English. Their daughter translates for them, works. They informed me in their last email that their first priority was to find a surrogate then they would find an attorney to start the process. I just received another email from them, stating that they are now searching for an attorney!!

Ok, I'm going against the beginning of this post....I think this is it!!!

I'm trying not to get too excited, things still may not work out....BUT... It's so promising it's very hard not to!! :) Well I'm going to stop here, before I get too excited and jinx things...haha.

Wish me luck that my IP search is over!

Tuesday, June 19, 2012


I have decided to stop trying to hard to find that "perfect match" of IPs.

Funny that when I decided that, I suddenly have people emailing me every few days. As of right now I have 3 families I am speaking with to see if we are a match. I'm hopeful, but I'm patient. I don't rush to the computer to respond to them (don't get me wrong, I respond in a timely manner, I'm just much more calm about it).

I have learned I need to save the excitement for when it's really due. When we match. But again, I am hopeful. I'm containing myself when a family I find to be a potential match contacts me.

I'm patient.

Ok, I'm trying to be patient.

But I'm doing a good job...

I think...

Well, that's all for now.

I don't want to jinx anything...